Brian Alden
(1959-2005)
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Your Birthday 2011  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Your Birthday 2011  / Vicki (wife)

Lots of tears today.

This year is even harder...not being in our home...not being able to keep the tradition of working in your memory garden.

I can find a smile remembering your 40th.  That was a great day.  Lots of fun.

I miss you so much Honey. The sadness pain & loneliness never end.

Yesterday I was sitting here crying & a hawk flew by the window at eye level.  I know you are watching over me always.

Loving & missing you

Always Your Vicki

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Valentine's Day, Stardust & Comets 2011  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Valentine's Day, Stardust & Comets 2011  / Vicki (wife)
The latest news about Stardust gave me a reason to smile today.
Stardust will encounter Comet Tempel 1 today.

Here's a recap on the other Stardust story that made me smile.

Stardust Memories...Returns to earth JAN 2006

STARDUST CAPSULE RETURNS

I AM SO EXCITED....YES ME EXCITED

Hi friends I am actually so excited about the oddest thing.
Stardust Capsule is due to land back on Earth this coming Sun Jan 15.
Here is why it excites me.
Brian was so into space travel & all the wonders of the universe. He wanted to go into space so very bad.
So one of my "peaceful" thoughts since his death is that he now can do this. When I talk out loud to him I am always asking him about the wonders of the universe...asking him what he is seeing etc. I even tease him about the last few nights & not having any stars out. Told him to give them back.
OK...to the finer points of my excitement. Stardust Capsule is expected to plummet back to Utah.
The brightest spot will be over Carlin Nevada.
It is just outside Carlin Nevada that Brian took his life. And Utah holds so many special memories for us.
Call me silly but I am just in awe that the brightest spot will be over Carlin. I just know that comet dust will trickle down & land on where he died. Comet dust from the beginning of time.
When I read that I felt such a tug on my heart....that it's some kind of sign from Brian. (I know we can take anything we want as signs...)
A funny part of sharing this with some friends is how we all thought the same thing...we could picture riding that capsule in fine cowboy form....doing some yeeeeeee hawwwwwwws.

Oh Honey I love & miss you so much.
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So sorry to read your story  / Catherine Goulet (none)  Read >>
So sorry to read your story  / Catherine Goulet (none)
I was saddened today to hear the news that you had lost your house. It prompted me to have a look at the link at the bottom of your email and I was even more saddened to read some of the story of your husband and his tragic end. I don't know you hardly at all. We are just a family with a few dogs whom you've cared for while we are in Florida but I just wanted to say that we will pray for you. We are a Christian family who believes that God can do wonderful things in the bleakest of situations. Again I don't know yours at all but just wanted to say that we will pray for you that all will be well and joy will be restored to your soul. The Goulet Family (Benji Barney Mackie) Close
New Years Eve 2010  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
New Years Eve 2010  / Vicki (wife)

Honey I can't believe another year is ending.  I hate the beginning of a new year...facing it without you.

All day I've been thinking about NYE 1999.  It makes me smile but makes me so sad...how I wish you could hurry home today.

So many tears.

I love & miss you so much.  Always Your Vicki

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Brian / Donna Emory   Read >>
Brian / Donna Emory

Brian as I look at your pictures and read the heartfelt words of those who loved you so I feel as if I know you. Vicki keeps you and your love alive with her entire being. You are loved deeply and missed greatly.

I pray you are at peace

Donna

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Christmas 2010  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Christmas 2010  / Vicki (wife)

I woke up this morning crying.  I was wrapped up in the Eeyore blanket you got me our first Christmas.  You had signed the card "wrap yourself in my love".  I still have that gift tag. Actually I have every gift tag & card you ever gave me.

This year is extra hard....my first Christmas not in our home.  Losing you & now losing our home has left me empty. Memories are good but they just aren't the same. Who could ever think they are? Sigh..some do.

I spent almost half my lifetime in that place...but you & I made it a HOME. 

I'll always remember our first Christmas....we chopped down one of the pine trees.  I smile & cry remembering at the same time.

I love & miss you so very much. Always Your Vicki

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Sorry for your loss.  / Laura Partee (none)  Read >>
Sorry for your loss.  / Laura Partee (none)
I live in Carlin NV. I was looking up wild life here because last night when I let my puppy out There was some frantic barking so I went to check and there was what looked like a wolf outside my gate. I got the dog in and this"wolf" started howling. I was looking to see if there are wolves in Carlin when I came across your memorial. I read it all the way through and was so touched by your writing I had to write you and give you my condolence. I am so sorry for your loss how tragic it must have been for you. You and your husband will be in my prayers. Thank you for such a well written story of your loss. I hope things are a little better for you as the years go by but I know you will always have a hard time dealing with the loss. I'm so sorry Laura Partee Close
Our Anniversary...June 26, 2010  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Our Anniversary...June 26, 2010  / Vicki (wife)

The tears won't stop today.  I love & miss you so very much.

Always Your Vicki

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Father's Day 2010  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Father's Day 2010  / Vicki (wife)

Thinking of you my Love. Smiling as I remember the joy you had being a Grampa.

With love

Always Your Vicki

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5 Years  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
5 Years  / Vicki (wife)

What can I say?  I can't believe you are gone nevermind 5 yrs.

I love & miss you with every beat of my heart.

Always Your Vicki

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Your birthday 2010  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Your birthday 2010  / Vicki (wife)

Honey How I wish you were here.

I fell asleep thinking about your 40th birthday.  That memory always makes me smile.

I won't be able to work in your memory garden today. It's too cold & miserable outside.

There have been lots of tears the last couple of days leading up to this.  I know there will be many more today & the next few days.

I love & miss you so much.

Always Your Vicki

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New Year's Eve 2009  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
New Year's Eve 2009  / Vicki (wife)

New Year's eve is always so hard.  It's worse than Christmas.

It's the close of another year without you & the start of another knowing you aren't here.

This year is even harder...the close of a decade & remembering us bringing in 2000. 

I'll never forget that year.  I was so sick at Christmas.  You had to leave for the west coast without me.  It was the first time we had been apart for more than a couple of hours.  You promised you'd be back home for New Year's Eve.....you sure were.

We missed eachother so much that trip. Both of us felt so lost without eachother.

I've been so lost without you since you died.

There's Blue Moon tonight.  I hope the sky clears to I can go out at midnight & send you my love on the full moon.

I love & miss you so much.  Always Your Vicki

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Boxing Day  / Jack Hards (none - my loss )  Read >>
Boxing Day  / Jack Hards (none - my loss )

Vicki please let the Dingbats comfort you at this time of love Brian look after Vicki.

regards Jack

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Christmas 2009  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Christmas 2009  / Vicki (wife)

My candle is lit.

I love & miss you so my Honey.  Words are hard to find.

Always Your Vicki

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Thanksgiving 2009  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Thanksgiving 2009  / Vicki (wife)

Missing you & Mom so very much.

I'm trying to smile thinking about her last pumpkin pie (our private joke) but it doesn't feel funny without you here.

Loving & missing you with every beat of my heart

Always Your Vicki

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Father's Day 2009  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Father's Day 2009  / Vicki (wife)

Thinking of you, Honey.

Remembering you being a great Dad & Grampa.

Loving & missing you,

Always Your Vicki

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4 years ago today  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
4 years ago today  / Vicki (wife)

The tears have been heavy the last couple days...re-living your last few days.

That pain & horror never goes away.

My love for you never leaves either. 

Loving & missing you so much, Always Your Vicki

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Your Birthday....You would have turned 50 today  / Vicki (wife)  Read >>
Your Birthday....You would have turned 50 today  / Vicki (wife)

Honey, you should be here!!!!

I had some smiles today remembering your 40 th. I sure played some tricks on you.

Today I worked in your memory garden.  I found the oddest thing...a little birthday card tag.  It had a smiley face & balloons on it.  I smiled...I laughed..I held it to my heart. 

The tears are flowing.

I love & miss you so much.

Always Your Vicki

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Thanks to Vicki  / Jack Hards (none (my loss) )  Read >>
Thanks to Vicki  / Jack Hards (none (my loss) )
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My prayers are with you  / Ericka Roberts (None)  Read >>
My prayers are with you  / Ericka Roberts (None)

I just happened to come upon thise site by accident.  What a moving story.  I am so sorry for your loss.  I am so heartbroken that your husband took his life.  My husband's name is also Brian.  He is going through a hard time right now.  His father passed away.  This story moved me.  I know that I do not know you or you me...but I wanted you to know that I am praying for you...life will go on.

 

I realize it will never be the same.  It seemed that he loved you so much and couldn't bare you not being happy.  Please don't let his life be in vain.  Find happiness...if not for you then for him.  Keep praying for God to guide you through this.  Trials cometomake us stronger and to let your experience teach someone else.  I pray joy for you and love when you are ready agai.  God Bless.  Ericka

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